A dagger to the heart
Left me bleeding and alone
Too many questions
Had turned my heart to stone...
A dark fog surrounded me
My way was so unclear
Why had the sun blackened
And those around me sneer?
At night I'd lay to rest
So sure this would go away
Only to waken to dark
Knowing much didn't sway...
I heard their voices, distanced
They clung to every word
But I didn't know what I said
It sounded so absurd...
How can I save you
While I am drowning still?
How can I have an answer
To shape your life and will?
Where do I go from here
While my baby looks to me
To be the stronger being
To set us both free?
When will I surface
From this sea of pain?
It tends to grab and choke me
With nothing left to gain...
I look to Heaven for some answers
My words all choked in tears
I really need some answers
To calm these inner fears...
Surrounded by my loved ones
I still feel all alone
I'm in another world
What you see is just a clone...
So, God, what is the answer
I really need to know
If You're who You say
Do you really love me still?
I lift my trembling hand
And place it into His
I know no other way
My life's an endless quiz...
Dear God, I place my faith
In You, far greater still
You'll heal my broken heart
In time, my life will heal...
Just guide me and protect me
Without You, I can't go
I realize I'm still a mess
And will cling to you so...
Now I know You're with me
And every troubled sigh
I may never get the answers
Until the day I die.
Just guide me and direct me
I cannot find my way
Without You, I am helpless
And have no words to say.
Take care of those I love
Since I can't seem to help
And show them that I'm human
With a broken heart.
~~E.A.Hamm
7/20/10
*Written for my dear friend, Megan, who lost her brother on 7/08/10
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